tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-79071746393368377292012-02-16T03:11:03.176-08:00crushed piecesbeyond_repairhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15018286464751555595noreply@blogger.comBlogger11100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7907174639336837729.post-52618473741509082632011-08-12T03:27:00.000-07:002011-08-12T03:27:22.085-07:00hate letterfor once in my life, I love someone so deeply, that I ready to give anything to you.<br />but then it all fade. It's like every step that I make, every thing I do, every word I said, never have a meaning to you. It's almost 3 years, and my heart still feels the pain.<br /><br />I don't care about the time I spent for you, day and night, when I was working, when the clock tells it already late night.<br />I don't care about the money I spent for you. I know we're separated by distance, but I do my best to close the distance gap. Every video call I made, every little bits I sent to you, just to make you feel near.<br />I don't care about how you are unemployed, how you easily bored, how demanding you are.<br /><br />What I care is, the words that you said. I hold on to it, like it was a life saving rope. Every promise you made, like it was my life. Every smile you gave me, that keep my life moving. That is the things that I care of.<br /><br />but i never thought. everything I've done has come to nothing. everything i fight for, is useless. and what i believe is bullshit.<br /><br />right now, what's left is hate. i don't want to see you happy. i don't want to see you smile. i want you to suffer for the rest of your life. i want you to die.<br /><br />please.. die. just die. so i don't need to think about you anymore.<br /><br />with a lot of hate,<br />someone that you hurt.<br /><br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7907174639336837729-5261847374150908263?l=crushedpieces.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>beyond_repairhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15018286464751555595noreply@blogger.com0